January 2011
6 posts
WatchOH MY.. little children be doing this nowadays?! damn.
In my eyes..
babe is so cute:) haha he looked into my eyes today and said “in my eyes your that beautiful:)” i love him! hes making me sandwich now:)! jusssss got off work, my feet hurts like a bitch!
Ayeeee!
First paycheck next week:) excited!! time to start doing shit on my own! time to save up though!
Finally!!
Starting to be on my grind, and finally starting to realize there is more to life. im actually trying, i finally got a job, and i dont mind standing on my feet for 7 hours straight, as long as if i make money, and doing me then im good. even though it hurts to stand for that long because of the car accident i still push myself. its time for me to motivate myself and push myself harder in school...
Im FUCKING sick..
of everyone calling me fat. im sick of people just judging me. sorry i cant meet your fucking standards. since everyone is calling me fat.. DONT FUCKING WORRY ILL BE SKINNY AGAIN. so what if i got fat. everyone gets fat alright. shoot. everyone lets themselves go. just because i stoppped working out i gain 5 pounds and it shows. so what. it pisses me off. im me. accept me or who i am. goddaaamn.
Its time for a change..
its time for a chaaange:) im ready for a new begining with babes:) im ready to start a new life. im ready to look in different perspectives. im just ready for everything to change for the better. but i know that i must be ready to face hard times and just be happy. im ready to be better for myself. to look up to myself. to make myself happy and enjoy life. im ready to just finish school. im ready...